Just did a bit of spring cleaning. Rearranged stuff, removed a lot of fluff and such from the blog.
In other news, my book goes well, school is hammering me, and I am starting to become very isolated from people. I realize now that when you begin to not feel loved by others(women, especially) you stop to love yourself. I have allowed this type of influence to affect me all throughout this sophomore year of high school. Time to straighten back up, and remember that I am strong.
Desperate times calls for desperate measures. Goodbye people, hello philosophy, literature, reading, isolation, and mental and emotional strength and capacity. I know that it might sound a bit non-temperate to take cease most personal relations with other folks at my school, but things must change. My life needs to change, and I need to change. The only way to do that is to become strong again in the head(I was strong in 8th grade and 9th grade, sophomore year is when EVERYTHING turned around).
My grades are slipping, my priorities and value and morals have deteriorated and lost their weight in my heart. I used to be a man of value, a man of success. Now I have neither. Time to pull my shit together.